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It is like that song by Jay Sean,'Lights off'., like he were a drug in my system, and now my blood can't stop itching.

P.S It is true what people say about starting your day with a smile, or making someone really happy by wishing them or saying something so comforting that it changes the way they look at themselves atleast for the day. It is true, 'cause it happened with me, a really close friend of mine happened to choose a particular day to send me a handwritten meaningful message which changed the way I ended my day.

So if you get a chance to make someone smile today, do it, it's really easy, plus you wont even know how many blessings you would've received that day, and you wouldn't know that the smile you gave her helped a lot of other good deeds eventuate. Everyone wants to do some good, don't they?

Sweet Nothings 
 The day was bright and clear but her thoughts weren't. She got anxious as every moment passed on by, ' What should I expect?Is this right? Why should it matter?Should I even expect, let alone what? What if it doesn't happen at all? Am i ready to be hurt again, or do I know that its not gonna happen? I know its not gonna happen, why am I wasting time? '

She did not know what she should do. You know they say there is a constant fight between the head and the heart, there is, of course, here she knew the right things and she knew temptation. What she didn't know was the strength she held to choose the right thing.

The angels in disguise chose to push her to the right path, they said the same things. Everything that happened was what shouldve happened, to receive that motivating text in the morning, the feeling that made her wait and killed her, to be able to see that person that day, to look into his eyes to realise it wasn't worth trying, that whatever he felt was worthless so he stopped feeling, she should do that too, and this time he can't help her anymore., She was not sure if his eyes spoke to her, or it was utter emptiness in his eyes when he saw her., helped her realise what she needed to know. He made it easier, a lot easier for her, and she was grateful for that.

It was time, it was time to see to notice to believe, in her heart she thanked him for not doing anything, for not texting, not showing a bit of concern, not being there to give her any moral support, because only then she could realise that she was expecting the wrong things, that she had tried too many times, that it was a dead end, that she was dancing in the dark all alone.
 It was time to let go.

365 days and all.

Thank you, everyone who listens to her, who don't her let her down, who are angels in her life, who are too good for her. Her world is now lit, even if its for a bit, but it is, sweet nothings no longer bother her.


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