I know it felt like crap, I knew something wasn't right, with all the things happening around, I didn't know what i could believe in, knowing the price we'd have to pay, the consequences we'd have to bear, it became harder.
Helpless, unable to set things straight, I watched a dear friend fall for something she couldn't avoid.
Fate, Destiny or pure lust. We will never know unless it happens and it proves itself. Will i be able to help her out ever?
Will she ever see what she has to see?
She was a one in a million, troublemaker, destined to leave an impression. A perfect girl who knew the rules, loved by most, princess to many, arresting hearts on the go, she knew how to take care of herself in this world. Confident, striking, Talented, and courageous. She was the girl who'd look like she is a selfish young girl, who didn't give a shit about most of the world. Well, she is. She loved a few special and she trusted them with everything.
Her family was different, possessive about their girls and protective of their well being, they loved her but they also despised at the ideas of love, it was a very big deal in their society, love was not an acceptable concept, especially when it is not with a person of their choice. They should believe strongly that they would choose the right thing for us, we believe it, but would they guarantee with a child like theirs happiness would come easy? Even if she loved her family, she had the courage to make a choice which would alter her life, secret but still a choice that she took considering her happiness and her needs, she was independent and she knew the consequences, risks so large, she had proven herself again.,She was a confident troublemaker.
But, most of all, she was a legendary lover. She laid her eyes on a young man when she moved into the new apartment. In her head, she had fallen in love, or who knows maybe it was just a mere temptation. She was just a kid who still weeped when her stomach hurt, yet she thought of him day in and day out,wondering what could happen.
Still young when it didn't matter if she took some decisions, right or wrong, she was a teenager who wanted her life her way. When time had been taken, when she had succeeded in grabbing his attention, they spent good and bad times together.
When he left she cried, when he came back, she went back. She had dived into one of the most dangerous and one of the most challenging oceans, she had fallen deeply, madly, blindly in love.
To be continued..
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